人生无常

yup.. so y should i so unsteady for tis small thing..
heard a bad new frm fren, about my one of my fren's mother..
i cant imagine anymore... pls dun...
hope everything be alright.. bless her pls...
*praying*

p/s: sometimes there are too many things we cant help in life, so before the moment comes, we should alw hold the power to control our life ourselves, to do watever we could help ^^ buck up !!

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another sorry or regret?

does the title sound serious? hmm it definitely not tat serious..
jus tat i feel sad unhappy bout over tis small thing..
i had turned down my dear for her party.. i had my own reasons, which i hav to choose so, to avoid myself frm suffer further.. im try to doing right but not doing as wat i wish, yea is for my own good, but y, i feel so down..
dun understand wat is the big deal?  i dun und myself too, why so difficult..
u may say tat im too emotional and over sentimental on wrong area.. maybe..
i wanted to go so much but yet i cant go..
i know it is a big gathering tat i shouldnt miss.. been long time i nv feel the feel with a big bunch of frens.. n the chance getting less n less.. i found tat all of them r at kl, i feel im not belong to there anymore.. as i had finished my study, n choose to get job at singapore later..
i und tat as life goes on, ppl come and go in ur life..
the distance with frens get bigger n bigger..
well, it's jus part of the process..
but tis make me uncomfortable...
i feel so lonely n dull in my own island..
is the road to my dream future is the same?
but wat to do? we got to move on ... for my own future~~
i love Liverpool because, you will never walk alone

p/s: im so stress and boring at the same time. everything becomes meaningless due to my stupid weakness... hope all of this disappear at the nxt morning whn i wake up..

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big big world

im not willing to get know this complicated world..
my world is jus simple and nice.. arent it? mb it jus wat i think..
soon it's time for me to face the real world..
make me feel so scare... or jus stress?
i wil simply become wordless, panic n quiet in the big world..
as everything tat r simple will alw hav a complicated story behind.. pls tell me it's not!
sudd feel like hiding in my own world...
i know the world r still beautiful.. but i feel im not yet there...

p/s: another big step needed...

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u wil probably stay up late in night in Malaysia..
i know why now.. it's not tat hot compare to the day..
tat's y im stil here.. awake n finding things to do...
finally settled down agn here.. luggage, clothes, belongings are all in place..
time for me to move on agn..
is when pressure come agn.. haih..
i hope im wont be disappointing..

p/s: lazy for everything~~

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IM BACK !!!

im back!!!!!
4 months pass very fast rite???
landed Malaysia yday afternoon... 
while we feel sad of leaving uk, by the time reach at Malaysia,
the moment c my dear family n receive sms n call frm dear frens (TQ for alw rmb me,u make me feel tat im appreciated, thx so much), i feel so excited...

cant deny uk is really a nice place to live, to travel to shop, i love the place..
yet im so comfortable now at home, everything around is so familiar, even though a small klg mall, which being described by someone as so called biggest mall at KLG but can finish walk within 5 minutes.. lolz..well, i enjoyed shopping there jus now... 

wat i wan to say is ...
im back to where i belong.. my home, Malaysia...

my dad keep asking me whether got write any thought and feeling whn i got to each places..
i do wan to do so but i got no time for the past one month.
will soon update my experience n journey for past 4 months,hope tat they wont bore u..

p/s: Time zone(GMT +8.00), im HOME !!

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