completed

hmm.. i hav lots of word.. so pls bear with me.. and tis long-winded post..

i had finished my exam 5 days ago( 5 days? but seen long time dy wo. lol)
tis means tat i had completed my Advance Diploma in TARC~ ( if hav no accident.. bless me~)
yohuu~~ finally... i dit it. act im not tat happy.. i dun bear my frens and life there..
been kl n TARC for 4 years.. yup~ time flies~~

whn i 1st come.. im so lost at tis big city.. im so coward.. so timid.. mb im stil.. but at least.. i grow up a bit.. learn to adopt to change to compromise.. with life.. the world seen more n more complicated.. i alw complained~ so tired so fan so sien so hard.. everything seen so negative to me.. scare everything.. but now.. no more.. i grew up.. i hav to face my life myself.. jus like dad told me, the world is not going to change to suit u.. u hav to learn to adopt.. yup u r rite..

4years.. dad, i did it.. i hope i have no disappointed u.. even though i think im sometime.. but i tried hard.. at least i tried my best rite.. tis is dad alw wan us to do..

thx to all the frens tat acc me along.. especially Baby C,thx for bear with me n b with me these 4 yrs.. and oso ,my baby L and F.. im so great tat having u all bside me.. i love u all so much~ muacks~ and frens like tk, who alw helps me whn i ask to.. (u know he is a super nice guy,no doubt), n shim who alw helps me in my studies and assignments.. and so on so on la (sorry to miss out but if list down one by one, nv end... lolz)

i missed out the time with frens in diploma.. too pity.. advance diploma life is more lively.. so much new experiencess.. i love u guys.. feel sad to say goodbye~ good luck and all the best to all my frens~~

it;s the end of college life.. another new starting... i think im still not well prepared.. im still in my own world.. so noob in the real world.. world outside is really too heavy for me.. so much things for me to learn..

P/s: been a class trip.. wil be updated soon..(im so lazy now) back to home.. so relax.. holidays began... nothing to do here at all.. so sien.. hav to find activities for myself.. erm... who can date? who wan to date me? lolz..

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cant believe~

it is not the 1st time tat i feel tis way.. well.. every1 has its own strength..
i hope u got some of mine.. haih.. but i still wan to say, im so stupid~~!! argh~
haih.. i dunno wat were i doing for the last 2 papers..
well im so dun care as i tried my best to "write" it..
til my hand so tired and pain..
non-stop writting for 3 hours yet u cant finish doing the questions.. (helpless~)
but it doesn't mean anything as i know it is all bullshit.. haih..
sob, so sad.. i dunno where is my brain away to.. i cant think of anything even though they are all so familiar and common sense..
im jus tired to face it.. feel like giving up in the exam.. the 1st time.. (OMG u cant b serious)
but i stil writting.. force myself to try my best.. i dun wan to regret..
i bet i had gone crazy~ how can i be so dun care...
anyway, it jus small obstacle.. take a deep breath..
and there are still one last~ my death-wound-- FINANCE !!



P/s: i should be working hard like others.. i hate myself to be lazy.. to be so stupid.. but anyway.. life goes on.. a smile chases away blues~ smile and i wil go on~~

another new colour.. no feeling... as im so no strength to care it as well~ it seen so goldish.. n i were told so.. haih.. i hate gold.. wuwu~~

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finally... exam

life is quite routine recently..
lock myself at hostel.. sleep and eat.. on9 and revision..
study as relax as happy as i had been.. for the days..
yes im stress!! finally...as the day for exam is getting near~~
watch animation recently~ wat sponge bob, sailamon, keroro..
found them so funny, can make me laugh out so loud.. oops.. (i nv appreciate them last time.. chew~ childish~~ lolz) but i hav no much time to watch actually :(

feel like wan to go shopping and eating so much~~
feel the atmosphere of CNY as well.. with the CNY songs r being played anywhere...
it's time for prepare and welcome my lovely CNY~~
but im here.. stil here~~ sitting at home..
with mountain of notes and books and tutorials and codes and Acts.. haih..
whn i can get rid of them? ans: soon.. 1 week later..
yea.. 1 week !!

and frm now.. 2 more days to start~~

P/S: OMG it's time to back to my desk.. haih..
hav no confidence at all to face the battle..
anyhow, will stil survive after 1 week!! :)

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end of week 14~

someday after the tutorial class.. my class had a mini meeting..

silent pls..jeffrey da gor wan to make announcement~
so happy to know u all and there are "happy fruit" cheeyong, lawrence, ah jin, jeffrey.. ... in my class.. they alw make me laugh til die.. haha.. make our class lively... i wil miss our days in class..














after tat lunch at MCD..
got no more chance eating lunch together
no more crap and jokes.. no more laugh n tears.. (thay alw make me laugh til cry..) lolz..














i think it was wednesday..
last day i went to college.. i miss the lecture hall and ABM group so much now..
*sob sob*












i know that she dun bear me~ haha
dun cry my dear.. muacks~









is it the end of my college life here.. can say so.. but stil one last part, the one which is so scary.. final exam.. the last one.. i hope i can really try my very best.. but yet im so lazy.. wat's wrong with me.. is it as i alw.. lolz..

now is week 15.. should be study hard at home.. lots of things to study la.. but i jus no mood to.. study progress damn slow.. haih..
im so depressed today.. suddenly feel so down.. mb im jus too tired.. too stress.. haih.. no mood to study at all...

so went to dye my hair..
think to get a new colour to change my mood..
look old with the curl...

it no works as well.. stil no mood to study.. lolz... eat snake for the whole day...

somehow, somthg bright up my days in the end.. thx so much pig~

P/S: buck up guys.. good luck for all~ n we can hav great fun after tat.. yeah~~ muacks~~

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dear fui's 21st

last day of 2009~
once arrived klg, 8pm, head to fui's house~
giv her a big hug.. love u so much~ fui~

she is my 1st fren in secondary..
i nv forget the scene we know each other, the 1st line we talk...
we were only 13 tat year... now 21~ omg.. 9 years...
going to 10. 11.. 12.. 13.. 14.... .. . . .. . N years until we old..
even though we may not share the time together now like last time, cant meet alw, no chit chat alw, but i stil heart her a lots~~ muacks..












yeah we wan to witness ur love~
make them so paiseh.. good job, guys..











xing fu o~ dun bully her justin, she gonna be my da sao.. haha












happy birthday to fui fui
u r going to be categoried as 22 for the nxt moment.. lol











it's 01012010













r him trying to show tai ji?
crazy fren.. not only him..
got them around.. ur night will nv be boring... haha
















i were watching mum colouring her new timetable for the year~ her colouring skill is.. haha~
happy open sch to u and yang~
happy study week to me and jun.. lolz















baby "full month" lo..
visit her at uncle's house, little ah kei.. so cute rite..
ruru say she look like me, does she? i think most of the baby hav the alike look la.. lolz..







P/S: back to kl while most stil at klg~~ home alone here.. i hav to start my revision i think.. but i dun hav complete notes.. im so so lazy to arrange them~~ lolz...

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