Filled

i feel so empty today...u know y... thx guys for filling...
doing nothing for the whole day...
dun think to do anything... living vampire...
nv listen to lecture, nv do the tutorial... nap after get home.. till evening...
my dinner... steamboot in da house..
prawn r so big.. crab sticks look so attractive.. erm.. i dun eat the both.. blek~ so wat did i eat? tau fu, tau bok, saugage, vege.. all cheap stuff.. haha..

red wine frm Bing(craziest fren u ever meet), get lots of fun with her.. hehe.. i like her style.. i wil nv b the most siao one bside her.. haha
i lost the stupid game- black and white?? my god.. one last big cup for me.. it's ok with 7up... yum yum~ better than Chivas at least..




white egg.
if not wrong, i nv c white egg.. i tot it is egg of duck.. they say is kampung egg...









wait me LJMU~ cant wait to go la.. i wan to go shopping and travelling~~ oops pok gai...
tat's one of the reason y i choose advance diploma.. hehe..
think to go shaffield tim.. hehe..






Chinese Society of TARC
dunno wat wat event.. dining and performance..
it is important for chonghuan.. he is been so busy organise tis thing.. but i cant go.. paiseh ya..
<-- the ticket, ask me back home?? haha..




i saw trademark..
trade mark, passing off, copyright, patent..


P/S: storm in heart.. i wil be back soon.. hehe... gdbye man~ gd nite pig~

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nothing ever changes..

everything will be alright...
will be the same like now, will be stil fine as it alw be..
it jus take time to adopt, to get use to it,
to go through it..

countless "the last time" i told myself...
mb this is the last..
the end of the story...
it is jus monodrama...
a process to forbid, forgive, and forget...

u can nv ever forget...
memories are alw the favourable..
good things.. but feel more suffer...
weird..

That's nothing i could say to You
Nothing i could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

Alll the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,

You're all I need

P/S: i will be alw fine, alright.. nothing ever changes.. I WILL BE
nv fail to FEEL... colours of ur life...thx for the sense..

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another week..

Im so so busy.. how can i busy for so long time for tat few small tasks.. mb bcos my action is slow.. i take time~~ to do everything..
i like busy mode.. left me no time to think so much worry so much talk so much sad so much feel so much.. no time no time.. busy but yet has time to do tis kind of nothing.. beh tahan..

yam cha agn..
crap and jokes and gossip make me relax..
i can loud out loud.. u guys r so funny..
but they say im the one who r funny... ==
wat i response is over-reacting..
i dunno y.. siao jo u all..
*rmb supper make u fat!! haha





keep raining heavily.. "wet chicken" everyday.. tis make me think of digi yellow man, i wil follow u.. follow u no matter where u r..










snack from Thailand.. i "A" back one.. hehe.. the description is so funny.. "strawberry stick, big big stick, nice nice taste" (direct translate *blek*)









wow i stil hav time to work and play..philips event,Be A Star audition.. (nv hear b4 tat, haha)..
lambo-nini and me...

like spy o wat action movie.. with secret box.. haha..
only for mp3 sound testing..







work while eat n play
pandan cake, mushroom chicken, fish and chip, karripuff, photo taking, printing..
try out self-make juice.. apple+orang+carrot.. yummy yummy~








ready to go..
went to "wet" with frens.. poppy~~ really wan to take a break..
who knows.. not really enjoy.. the environment is so...*yuck* personally dun like it..
dun try to get drunk, it's no fun man.. so depressed after tat.. yup it makes me moody..
im too tired.. too lazy.. too busy to bother everything now.. so they left me alone too.. yup my world is so silent..
something makes me feel bad agn today.. haih.. speechless...



P/S: im so depressed now.. no mood.. thinking wat the hell is tis... everything make me think to cry.. i think to cry out loud but i cant.. i must be tough.. tell myself i can overcome everything.. on my own.. buck up!! omg i was told tat i need to prepare the transparency for nxt week presentation and pass up tmr.. y y ? i dun feel like working now.. my brain is stuck la.. but wat to do..

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another disappointment.. i knew it is going to end up like tis. but stil disappointed with myself.. they say it is good enough as u tried best. i asked, if i think i hav nv try best? i believe everything can b better actually. not jus tis! tis is wat so called my expectation for myself.. one need higher expectation to drive ur performance higher.. but whn u get higher expectation with lower effort, end up with disappointment.. deserve urself.. lol..

well, im not satisfy.. but i knew the prob is on me. wat were u doing for the last sem? and oso last last sem? erm.. enjoy my life happily.. playing so hard... take my studies easy.. ok tis is the outcome.. but i dun think there r anything wrong with tat. jus tat everything has to be balanced la.. *mind* i enjoyed everything, im contented, with everything i hav.. only whn toward myself,i wil be little bit strict.. nv enough.. i know i can be better.. hehe.. perhaps.. gambateh nia..

at least i got an A in moral..even daddy laugh for tat.. @@ ok. wat is done=history and fact.. accept it.. work hard for future.. promise myself, it wil nv happen agn..

wat make them sing like... haha .. went for k-session yday.. alr shouted out loud.. no more blues ok.. look forward..

omg my panda eyes.. no more late sleep ok.. hehe
unusual red shirt for me(i nv buy red), the only one i hav now..
a gift from someone.. i wil treasure it...






P/S: now(lovely and sunny tues afternoon), i should do my assignment, case study.. i need it by tmr.. but i were facebook-ING, surfing the net, reading other blogs(i enjoyed tat).. no even single word is written.. haha... babies went for K n shopping today.. i turned them down.. how could i? wuwu.. end up home alone.. but if i can finish my assignment, i can join them for dinner later at town.. so work now!!

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another starting...

went for penang b4 open sch, so fun, thx frens.
<--syiok speed boat.. u nv see such crazy us b4... we tasted few diff penang in days..





here is my bday present..
thx so muchie~~
especially shim for the card...
so sweet~~ muacks~~







tis is my last sem at TARC.. thousand of feelings filled in my heart..
i can only try my best to enjoy my college life.. so no more ponteng for class.. no more lazy for tutorial and no more complaint on works..

im loaded with works, assignment, presentation turorial again.. it's only week2.. i get so many things to do.. i got fewer complaints as i say, i wan treasure and enjoy every moment of it.. even so.. i feel stress.. well, i wil find better way to cope with stress.. rather than escape... u know u gotta to accept reality too after tat.. here come the punishment tmr... i mean in hours.. last sem result wil be released... so scary.. but wat had done had done.. i hope no matter how it is, it can be my lesson and oso motivation toward the nxt...

P/S: im very behave myself recently.. tis mean im going back to old own life... is stress made me do so? i found myself in my own island sometimes... i can be on my own... i dun like but sometimes i hav to be.. nobody und but myself... i hope u can really und, i dunno how to express.. as long as u can feel me, i can go on with ur bless.. love all.. muacks... life is nv colourless.. i wil colour it regardless there wil be grey sometimes.. gambateh and good luck ^^

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