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The last in 2012

Counting down new year is nt important to me.. heading a great new year is more important....

2012 is nt a really a good year but is nt a bad year through..either too much or  nthg much to record.. blessed that all my loves r with me.. a good or bad one we survive.. unfulfill may be brought forward but nt regret.. the one who left will always in memories... missing you

make a wish and go to sleep. . Once I wake up tmr, a brand new starting is thr waiting for me.. jia you..

Good night world. . Goodbye 2012

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冬至

突然间,心情像世界末日。。
我像没有灵魂的丧尸。。
好想马上回家。。然后一直待在家。。一直
那么妈妈也不用一个人啦。。

可不可以任性。可不可以随心所欲 。。

什么都不想做,觉得一切都无所谓了,
完全处于防空状态,连老板说什么都没听去,连哦的力气都没有。。说了还是错。。幸好她今天心情不错,不然早都挨骂。。感恩啦

幸好现实很快敲醒了我。。世界真的不会因为我而改变。。也许有些人可以改变世界但不是我。。现在放肆的随心所欲。。后果还是自己承担。。

ps: 我又想你了。。对不起,我不该拿你当藉口,任性地放纵自己的情绪。。

冬至快乐

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End of the world

Do u believe 21.12.12 is the end of the world? Or like some says it will dark for 3 days continously. . Hmm nv thk much until I saw some news in newspaper.. company give 2 days end-of-world holidays to let ee to acc their family, some buy boxes or more candles to spare for the 3 days in night.. omg !!
At first, I feel funny. Then I start thinking what if the world is really ending and im not beside of my family? What is there will be dark for 3 days and got no electricity and candles, how I going to live? I were talking about these funny thoughts with baby, she says to fully charge ur electronic devices and got enough water is most important. . Lol.. will u feel we r crazy if u see us talking this in mrt?? Lol..

Anyway, I doesnt want it to end yet as I still got lot more to do here. . Fighting.

P/s: company christmas party today.. candyland .. weekend is here.. yeah yeah..


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Life is too short to wake up every day for regrets and hates. .
So love the people who treat you right and pray for who are not..
Saw this somewhere last few and i totally agree with that.. cheers all

P/s : holiday-ing = re-charging

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在多少个失眠的夜里,
你不敢面对这真实的世界

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half of 2012

looking back the last few posts... seens like here bcome a place where i come when i miss him..

looking back the last few.months. i dunno wat i were doing.. work and off, eat and sleep and work.. wat else i did for myself? jus make sure myself survive.. when all these bcome so meaningless.. when you know how cruel the world can be.. i know tis may nt the worst yet, looking wat u have but.nt.wat u dun.hav rite.. but i jus cant skip tis part.. sorry. it did make me feel worst.

i want to get back my dream, may way.. completed all tasks and role do nt make u feel satified, is time to chg.path..

as usual, I need more motivation and passion than everyone do.

wait me backk.. i hope it will nt be too late then.. pls stop wasting the time and wait thing happens ok.. u know the dark knight rises? lol.

the sg flyer, beautiful night scene.. huu a very good night before rise.. happy weekend ppl...


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我敬爱的父亲大人,

来不及跟你说,但这是无可置疑的,
就像你爱我们一样。。
对不起,我爱你。
永远怀念你。。


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天上星星

好久没看到满天星,谢谢你陪伴我一路回家。
或许我们都迷失在那五光十色的城市,忘了那最亲的故乡,爸妈,我回来了~~
爸,是你美丽的眼睛吗?想念那双被我们唱老的,被鱼尾纹的眼睛。。。
"这是智慧,魅力的象征“ 爸自豪得说。

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我做了个梦,爸回来了,我拉着他,问他为什么去那么久,怕他又消失式似的猛与他合照,越多越好,这是我从没做过的事。。照了好多。。到最后爸还是悄悄离开,没有任何情绪。。

这终究是梦,无论结局如何,一开始它子只可能是个梦。。

又到时间做梦。。到底要怎么样,人生不会只是个梦。。

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龙龙年

新年快乐!! 大年初一,回婆婆家,婆婆家变得跟以前不一样,因为长期没人住,被荒废了样~~ 婆婆老了,脚没力了,寸步难行。。叔叔伯伯都回来了,热闹那么一阵,但背后的过程不是人人参与,欢聚一堂也不容易。。如果正真愿意付出的人不多,那么欢聚的意义到在哪里。。付出与收获都不重要,重要的是眼前人。。

大年初二,第一年没回巴罗,到了阿姨家,呆呆的坐着。。。等人齐,去喝茶也是呆呆坐着。虽然呆呆坐着,重要的是大家聚在一起好开心,需要的是那份真心与尊重。。

谢谢朋友不时的联络和安排的 outing,truly appreciate.. 太感激你们的贴心。。

记得爸爸分红包,载我们回老家,到老家和叔叔伯伯姐姐们哈啦,邀我们玩牌,当财神送钱给我们,做每见事都想起熟悉的身影,仿佛他还没离开我们,是不是当每件事情都经历了没有爸爸的第一次,我们就会习惯。呆呆做在爸爸的灵位旁,想跟爸爸说这新年的点滴,停住了,爸爸真的听到吗?

好想大声的呐喊,啊!!!

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the lunar new year is just around the corner, tis should be the most awaiting holidays and festival of the year.. but it is so diff one for my family tis year.. i cant make myself happy in tis reunion period.. remember tat exactly last month, he asked me to buy some dragon decoration to decorate the living room, who knows he had no chance to do it anymore.. sometime i really cant accept wat had happened to him in all sudden.. we miss him so much but nthg we could do to bring him back.. why the god is so cruel to bring him away without any warning to us. or jus tat we get used to the warnings that he gav during the last few years.. we believe that he could make it through as he had went through the last few years.. he had went through the most difficult time and getting on his path to enjoy the rest of his life peacefully in his dream house, but why u took him away at tis moment...

P/s: Daddy, everything will be fine ok. please dun worry about us.. i wrote tis jus because i miss you so much.. we are ok, must 加油哦!
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