the lunar new year is just around the corner, tis should be the most awaiting holidays and festival of the year.. but it is so diff one for my family tis year.. i cant make myself happy in tis reunion period.. remember tat exactly last month, he asked me to buy some dragon decoration to decorate the living room, who knows he had no chance to do it anymore.. sometime i really cant accept wat had happened to him in all sudden.. we miss him so much but nthg we could do to bring him back.. why the god is so cruel to bring him away without any warning to us. or jus tat we get used to the warnings that he gav during the last few years.. we believe that he could make it through as he had went through the last few years.. he had went through the most difficult time and getting on his path to enjoy the rest of his life peacefully in his dream house, but why u took him away at tis moment...

P/s: Daddy, everything will be fine ok. please dun worry about us.. i wrote tis jus because i miss you so much.. we are ok, must 加油哦！

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幸好爸晚上睡得着，是睡得着吗，还是半昏迷了，我不知道，不时看到他呼吸变快，翻着白眼，好心疼。
三点多，我摸爸的手，有体温了，但葡萄糖似乎卡在手臂了，爸加油，吸收多点好吗？
爸，我真的希望你会好起来，但我担心你太辛苦，告诉我该怎么办？
不断为爸诵经。。点灯。。点了无数盒，买了又没了。。只有不断的祈祷～～
我困了，睡着了，希望醒来之后，这只是一场梦：( 拜托。。。

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来电显示 Mummy
电话那头是妹的声音，但模糊到我听不清她在说什么，隐约一句“你在哪里，回家好吗？” 然后哽咽。。。
吓坏我了，怎么办？ 我不想胡思乱想但是这样的情况叫我怎么不害怕。 儿时不说，我从没看过我妹哭，到底是什么状况让她哭了。
回家途中，脑子不断飘着零零碎碎的画面，有多少串不完整的记忆，记得很清楚的是，每次回新加坡前，爸爸的一句“加油”。
那么虚弱的爸爸都不忘为我加油，但我却一句加油都没对他说过。。我到底是个多没心的人。。
没事的吧，说你只是寂寞，想要我们回去陪你，我回来了，没事的对吧.加油，Daddy!
拜托拜托。。

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happy father's day

Happy father's day to my dearest daddy~~

seriously cant find a photo for daddy n me :( my dad dun like to take photo nowadays.. 

tis is hardly event that he takes photo.. 

thanks to my dad.. so so much.. he is the one who inspire me much in my life..

my dad, a super love nagging dad.. getting more n more, but as my fren, nagging is kind of act to show Love, yup, thx daddy for loving us all time..  

my dad, a good role model for us, holds a lot of own principles and concepts.. teaching and leading us to proper value of life.. mb we are still too young (sometimes in thinking) to get you, but we know wat you do is alw for our own good. thx daddy~~~ 

my dad complaint me for nv call back to home for more than 1 month!! hahaha... i jus dunno how to communicate even with my parents.. so sorry for tis..  

LOVE DADDY.. hope he can stay healthy and live happily !!! 

is weekend n im free~~~ browsing PPS for some new drama update.. found tis, material queen~~

it makes me miss Paris even more.. i love Paris, love this feel.. i wish i could hav tis feel in my future wedding photos~~ yes, isnt it good idea? 

but back to reality, we have to earn hard for tis, earn hard doesnt mean u can get it definitely.. :( 

let's wait one day whn i going back to Paris.. i jus wan tis !!!  

Realise smthg --> live in the moment...

alw think tat wat i go through now is for future.. sometimes dun even enjoy the moment i live now..

wonder will i still feel missing smthg even i reach the future i wan in some day? 

i wish i could live in the moment.. EVERY pls !!!

p/s: LIVE IN THE MOMENT !!! Gambateh ~~!!!! 

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happy mother's day

a simple dinner at home, to celebrate mother's day. but they were all prepared by my mum. haha.. so we jus take the yday meal which belanja as i got my 1st salary as mother's day celebration can? simple dishes, but is extremely yummy, thx mum. 

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY

a cake for her, but eaten mostly by us. lolz. 

about my mum?

she is fierce, and serious, 

as her job, she is strict and hot temper. 

NO NO tat is the old her, she is now understanding caring and friendly, every1 feels her changing, the power of "Love Education", i think she learned something from the books and from us, she is willing to accept new things, and adopt herself in tis new generation, jus like she accepted facebook and use it to interact all her colleague, old frens, family, and even her students. (her web emotion and language can be as in as we Y generation) 

i dunno wat to say to my mum. Jus a simple I LOVE YOU. 

i hope i will be sensible enough for not letting u worry about me anymore, and be competent enough to get myself a good life and to support u and dad.

Thx mum for everything, the effort u put on us and the family.. it is not easy to be a career woman cum housewife. Thanks. 

p/s: today is Sunday :(

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