2009

omg~ it's 31 december 2009~
last post of 2009, cant bear the year..
let me summarise.. well, i enjoyed my life tis year.. so much...
when u got so much freedom, u nv know how big is the world outside..
i had got a colourful year with new experiences and frens with me..
year of 21 is so wonderful.. i love it~ i wan be forever 21 if it is possible~
new year coming~~ it wil be another challenging year for me..
many things will be changing soon.. i dun wan la~~
y so fast.. sob sob
ok let;s look forward.. UK is getting me nearer.. hehe

P/S: countdown at klg tis year.. with my beloved sisters and frens~
it's some1 important bday, n sure i wil be back for u~~
happy 21st to Fui~ i love u so so much u know~~hehehe
gratz, u r the last turning 21 among us~ finally~ haha
we will meet in hours guys~

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xmas eve~

where did i go for last week..
lolz~

sing k after class~ think to sing so long de.. thx crazy guys giving a crazy session.. hehe..
















tat day was dong zhi~
specially went for tang yuan~
thx tk for bringing us go~~















yeah~ where we plan so long to go~~
here we r, sg~~
wat guys wear to orchard?? dun hide alex



















crowded and colorful street
with various performance along the road..





































cant find any place to eat,
end up eating at roadside sob sob
tired lu.. back for supper~










our breakfast..
we got breakfast prepared for us for the both morning..
surprise and so sweet~thx eddie's bro and da sao~










leave msg for children..
oops wrong spelling by me..
dun doubt my eng lvl.. i know it's not tat good..
but how come make such a big mistake..
mb i'm stil dreaming early in the morning.. lol..









bugis junction~ agn so crowded.. walk till leg so sour..
















night at vivo city~playing crazily there..




























xmas eve, no count down..
at home decorate xmas tree
our christmas present.. we eat our words, didnt prepare it.. so paiseh ya guys.
















b4 we back.. photo with kids, eddie's niece and nephew
they r so active.. hav lots of fun with them
sure wil miss u lot, crystal, jade and sean
we wil meet on coming new year~ hehe
going back lo~







P/S: such a great xmas i had.. so relax.. contented.. but after tis, there wil be another suffering period, final exam is jus around the corner... hav to collect my heart and go back to battle field.. gd luck for me..

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merry christmas~~

merry christmas~~
im back to home..
y christmas will at johor one?? hehe~~
so happy~~ a special christmas..
but feel so complicated too..
anyhow.. jus enjoy it~~

off to rest.. hav a merry christmas my fren~~

P/S: happy holidays to me~~ haha

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yeah

Yeah~~ no more CG~ kind of release~~
dun let me see CG temporary.. i wan some peach world..
(oops, having CG tutorial tmr =.= lolz)

hmm.. coming to the end of courseworks.. it's the time for final..
jus a routine.. but tis round is so diff.. the final of the final..
extremely important yet we seen so many things hav to do besides that..
like... treasure the time that we can spend in college.. gather with frens as much as possible~

What Mr Toh said today let me think of a father..
tat kind of wish tat the kids will success in one day..
i think i cant fulfill ur dream.. but sure there are ppl will rite.. ABM is full of talented

Remind me of my dad.. he seen disagree with me recently..
it make me so upset.. so irritated..
im sorry tat being so disobliging sometimes..
but im not tat insensible as u think...
im struggling to be myself.. to learn.. to grow..
to experience my life... to find my way.. all i need is ur support..

P/S: tmr is "dong zhi",how many years no eat home tang yuan.. i miss popo so much~~
btw, christmas is coming.. holidays~~ excited~
wish all happy dong zhi and merry christmas~~

u better watch out..
better not cry..
better not pout...
i'm telling u why~~
Santa Claus is coming to town~~~

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coming near... finish soon...

wat a~~~ stress~~ tired~~ week..



my last presentation in TARC..
the one with no preparation at all..
thx to the noble CG assignment....
luckily only few of us in the class..

there;s going to hav many my last at TARC...
*sob*





wat we doing in the class...
we nv pay attention for the presentations..
sorry presenters..















after 2 hell-like days.. we r back to college agn..
but no for class...
waiting for CG consultation...
sunny and hot.. cant tahan M'sia weather
too passionate... jus like us, sure? lol...
after few sleepless day in CG world.. we look so "cham"














huu~~ another weekend..
i miss my home so much..
but i cant go back.. but but wat i did at kl..



going out to hav fresh air lo~~
(baby C: kl got fresh air?? shopping mall got...lol..)

the town is so crowded..
yea.. shopping agn~~
so happy to buy things..
im shopaholic indeed... lol..
which gals arent, m i rite?








left 4 dead 2...
wil i b pro one day?
i think... mb.. likely.. possibly..
hahaha..dun laugh.. who knows..
wait me to rescue u nxt time.. lol...

yeah i enjoyed it..
even though i found it disgusting sometimes.. but syiok.. cant help screaming..oops..
i should install it at home n play it alone crazily..
satisfied,as im so depressed these few days...






went for tis jus now.. no bad wat..
even though i dunno anything about the history ..
full of emotion..
they say im too emotional..
wei so pity le..
and bloody agn..
y nowadays movie is about kill kill kill..
well i wil not go for cute cartoon oso.. haha













agn.. christmas decoration everywhere..
with christmas songsSS..
oh~oh~ my Christmas...
im so excited about it..
fast fast fast....































tis is the aim of going out today...
we got our tickets...
finally decided..









yahoo~ the Christmas is coming near~~ my assignments are going to be finished soon~~
*.*close my eyes.. 4 days more...
today is only Friday? oops.. hav to finish my assignment 1st b4 i can hav my fun~~*


P/S: i said i dun care.. yea,i dun.. but somehow, the weird feeling come agn whn i c.. haih.. failed.. im too emotional... but wat for.. it is not wat i wan for anymore.. let bygone be bygone ok.. be tough~~ im clear where m i and wat i wan now..
hav to back to my assignment agn.. one last.. yeah~ i hope i can finish it as soon.. aza~fighting.. haha

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stress

stuck in CG assignment~~
blank.. disconnect.. so helpless..
stress down tired worry fan~~!!!
y all negative one~~ so black la!
haih.. one more day to release
means one more day to suffer
means one more day to complete it..
omg~~ fainted~~
gonna sleep.. to recharge 1st..
hope i can hav a good night sleep tonight..
i wan sweet dream..
but how i can hav it as having all the worries with me now !!!
arghs~~~~ *sob*
fine stop it!
be tough shuyi!!
P/s: i hope i can rescue u too~~ gambateh frens !! good night world~~

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enjoy guiltily

yeah~ happy days~ another lovely weekend with lovely family~~
went to shopping and eating n chit chat-ting n yamcha-ing..


let's go makan 1st~~
Dragon-i @ the curve













2 little cousins seen unsatisfied..
they prefer fast food than this.. =.=
kids a kids~~ hehe
















wat we doing at IKEA~
my 2 naughty cousins~~
they are really very super extraordinary naughty~
sometimes really beh tahan~~















watched tis..
omg. it is bloody~~
little cousin was frighten..
my sis keep shouting for the blood..
1st time i found myself more brave..
bcos.. i scare ghost more than ninja..
lol~~













oops.. he found tat i take pict of him..
he alw nau gai while shopping..
once got home, full of energy agn..
jus because of tis --> warcraft~
he is only 10.. but he play tis since 7~~
i cant challenge him too~~
flash back-- while im 7~~ "jia jia jiu", A-E-I-o-U, paper doll, hide-and-seek??
lol~wat a new generation now..







the nxt day~
one U~~
full of Christmas decoration everywhere~~
wo i need celebration... party n fun so much now..
i miss u guys frens~
whn r we going to hav some krazy fun agn ??














shopping agn~

sis, shuyi and mum~~
the 1 who is actual 21 cant get forever 21 but my mum who is xX.. haha















wat they arguing?? chatting?? lol~

uncle catch me self take photo in front the mirror..
uncles not use with it..
*so paiseh* lol











supper @ kepong
b4 coming back to my hostel~
satisfied~~
feel like home agn~~ so warm~
i wish to follow mummy back to home tmr~
but i cant~~
i hav to come back face my tasksSSS~~
hmm.. cool down.. going to end soon..

later sure i wil say~~ i miss u all so much... my college life even my assignmenst my tests and my exams~~lol...


P/s: m i the only one enjoying the weekend while others r all doing assign? they gave me this, wa u r geng~~ omg.. im so worry.. guilty~~
i got ur love, mum dad aunties uncle and cousins.. muacks~
oops.. mum brought me my favorite chocolate frm my aunt frm sg.. thx much~ it wil help me add oil while i doing assignment later~~ but agn it is fattening :( hehe
time to go back my battle field.. c u guys

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resting before fighting

it is time for family agn..
simply go stay overnight at a balia( oops, is natural..) place~~feel of away of city~~
so wat can we do there?　
cycling, swimming, jogging, seeing house... eating n sleeping~~

take a breath at outdoor.. time for exercise.. been long time no cycling.. since i come to kl..
it used to be our childhood main activity
i miss my grandmum n the kampung so much~






every1 enjoyed it~
but after tat hav nothing to do~~
i found tat i cant live without computer and internet.. any entertainment...
keep mumbling.. im so sien.. i wan to go home~~
i did enjoy but it is too relaxing till u hav got nothing to do but sit there..




yeah finally, we checked out frm the inn..
time to go for shopping~~
only thing that we gals look forward..

but b4 tat, go temple.. bai bai..
shuyi and dear mummy~~
i hope i could be as thin as her..
mb i hav to share some housework with her..
but i think she rather do herself.. lol




time at klg.. pass so fast.. time to back to kl~
so many cars all the way back to kl..

the result of too boring in the car~~







it's our first attempt to casino..
midnight of.. forget which day of November..
the bday boy cant wait to go into casino..
he got his bday luck but~~ i lost rm50..
who wanna help me take my deposit plus interest back later??
lol~


P/s: nov was quite happening.. but dec is full of stress~~
back to kl.. i hav no time to breath :X i hav too many plans n tasks hav to be done in 2 weeks...
argh~~ i cant perform under stress~~i jus wanna escape.. no where for me to run le.. time to face them~
fine i hope the fun wil be at the end of tis dec...
im in the war now fighting with my laziness~~ haha
wait me back then... gd luck ^^

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welcome world~

Big news for my family~ our home most most young(in age n status) member..
Ruru (my dear cousin jie jie) who take care me, love me, sayang me( does she? beat=sayang..scold=love.. lol)
gav birth her 1st child tis morning at 945am..
wow.. i were so excited..
i get so nervous whn she told me tat she is going to giv birth either today o tmr..
i were like, so fast meh.. cant imagine my lenglui ruru jie bcome aunty..
she is hot sampat fashion playful active outgoing "young"...
she now make me bcome aunty too.. lol..

welcome to tis big world my dear niece~ with bless n love frm us..

here i jus got a pict of her..
take care ruru and BB..
i wil get chance to visit two of u later..
muacks~



i stil hav the gut sitting here doing nothing for my tasks but blogging.. been holidays since last thursday til now.. omg.. but i stil hav lot of things no yet update here.. lol.. once back to kl.. so depressed.. haih.. lots of things to do n face.. no matter how we must face it.. as u said, we can settle them.. okie, thx for the power giving.. i can do it!! let's jiayou together.. but definitely not now.. i need to sleep.. nitez world~

P/S: 24 hours is definitely no enough for me now~~ i cant extend the hours but to speed up my progress now~~ fast n faster... as fast as i can.. i dunno whether i can do it but i wil try.. hehe..

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Off day..

Finally went to do my passport yday..




OMG.. full of ppl..inside and outside.. sit and stand..









154 ppl to go.. took me 4 hours..
after tat stil 2 hours to get it..
anyway.. i got it at last..
YES!! here we can go gai gai lo~~

Skip all the classes yday and lectures today yeah~
totally in holidays mood..
im waiting Chirstmas.. 1 month to go..
waiting impatiently..
(OMG u cant be serious, these few weeks is critical.. full with all assignments due date..)
well, we should go through all the bitter b4 the sweet rite..

another finally, =2012= (im totally out-dated i know..hehe)
we r not stranger at tis moment, together we face the darkness
well.. only at tat moment... whn all human being left no choice...
so pathetic..

We hav no choice jus bcos we r nobody..
so sad.. tis is reality..
we gotta be somebody..
somebody for someone Or
somebody for the world?
agn the choice is urs..
life is a choice.. choosing ur way to live..
the worst thing is only when u r not given a choice..

i hate disaster.. as i hate the feel of helpless..
whn u stil hav the control..even though u may not able to do all u wan..
but at least wat u can..
love ur life ur family ur beloved ur frens... be blessed on wat u hav...
LOVE LIFE

it is week8.. last 6 weeks of my college life at tarc.. so little??!!
i hope the time can now slow down..
future is so welcoming yet blur.. im comfortable with wat i had..

P/s: ok.. time to off..
my dear assignments and test are all waiting for me..
as well as my weekend~~ i miss my home so so much..
daddy mummy and guys.. c u soon~~

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arghs~

i slept early tonight.. wat a good night..
finally i put aside all the things n hav an early night...
being waken up by weird calls..
really dunno wat the stupid fellow talk bout..
i nv giv my hp no on fb ok.. nv ever!! it is so ridiculous!!
i dun even hav such a contact in my fren list..
so who the hell u r...
so which stupid fellow leak my no..!!! who play such stupid trick in midnight!!
dun kacao ppl sweet dream ok!
really think to beat ppl !! dun let me know who r u!!

P/S: im really pissed!! !#$^%&*&#$%@#!@
Arghhhs~~!!! i suppose to hav a good night tonight..
alr moodless n tired today..
somemore now.. my sweet dream is disturbed
wat a bad day!!!
pls bear with my over-reaction.. im jus not in mood !!!!!! :(

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think about it..

hmm.. y blog here.. thx to a fb application "love quote".. fb got billion of app tat used to cheat little kids like us.. (sometime it gives u a thought.. no bad.hehe) i found it interesting.. it impress us.. try it..
and Got mine,

"We can't gain if we can't let go. There's no love without tears, there's no happiness without sacrifice, and there's no forever without goodbyes..."

well, let it go.. hmm.. u nv know how hard to say goodbye..
how many time it takes, how many courage u need..
goodbyes... so our forever shall be left in the memory...

"What was everything, it is always nothing when it's gone"

Omg, it is so true.. u mind something so much at one time..
but whn it's gone.. u wonder wat is it.. it is nothing ever..

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken"

well say, it's better to get lost moving on...
so the reason for us to get lost moving on is? not to get stuck? hmm..

be self love b4 u r worth to be loved.. life is precious.. no matter wat happen, it wil nv bring us to the end of world rite (unless, whn the world is really going to end..2012?>.<)
heard tis b4, when one door is closed, another window seem to be opened..
(i prefer door mb :X lolz)

She said, u all r only kids in my eyes..
if only i able to be..
think back, wat were u crying for whn u r jus a kid?
a toy, a fall, a fighting.. so simple..
but wat made u cry now?
think about it*
(haha.. wat my CG lecture alw ask us to do, he raise countless of questions to let us think about it, it is open-ended..)

P/S: We may living for somebody yet we r not.. it is urs..
no matter how.. we r still us.. cheer~

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Boring saturday... suppose to go out but raining..
surprise.. davin find us yam cha.. wat a rare visitor..
3 of us.. davin me fui..
went for wangsa walk n tried tis new thing.. Popeyes
the mashed potato, salad, and frieds r tasty.. haha
like the mashed potato most..




saturday night who stay at home rite?
everywhere with ding papa, wont be an idle Sat night..
"Ji Wo Bao"
finally let me taste u.. but i feel stil ok only le..
im so touch to yam cha with u guys at kl.. lol
mb im too bored tat day.. haha..





they are spontan n effective alw..
durian buffet..
RM 10 吃到饱
omg we eat till the stall "close down"..
no more durian?? apa?? i tot durian buffet mean unlimited flow of durian supply, who knows the staff told us no more.. swt..
thn serve us with mangosteen..





omg.. take away oso..
after negotiation.. discount rm1, 2 packs of mangosteen, and coconut drink..
we r like robber.. eat n take..
hey we paid ok... the power of negotiation..
omg.. im so full..


eat n eat agn.. tried new things agn.. new experiences for me.. i like it.. to explore.. hehe.. satisfied but y im so no mood.. i dunno.. i jus lazy to talk.. so tired.. *yawn*

watching new eng series- Flashforward
quite no bad..
sometimes it is better to know lesser than know too much..i agreed!! i dun think to know so much.. spam my brain only..
no harm to knw if u think u get to prevent anything unwanted.. but is there is something helpless, causes conflicts.. omg.. too pity..
whether tat knowing is gift or sin.. it depends...
but for me.. i dun like to know much about(nv think to go for fortune teller at least).. future is stil no yet concluded until it happens.. something wil be destined and something wil be in my hand.. right..



P/S: y seen like beside eating i did nothing for the weekend..swt.. haha.. anyway, im not going to sleep so early tonight.. is really too full.. cold night.. so comfortable.. gd nite babies, pig, and world~

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