weekend and work

worked for 2 days pc fair.. sure there are tiredness.. my leg is going to patah.. but well, all these can be tolerated.. i know the important of job satisfaction now~~ yup, management is not wholly crap..

i felt tat i really hate to be promoter.. im suck on it.. hav no confident at all.. haih.. another challenge for me.. in near future.. im going to join workforce soon n yet im so lame in tis real world.. easily to be influenced by ur mood is really a loser.. yea, i wil say being emotional or sentimental is not necessary a loser, but definitely yes for others who dunno u.. but y cares wat ppl think of u.. cos im such a coward.. is tat so? hmm.. who knows me better?

im too dependent on wat i had and having.. get used to my world.. there is where i be myself.. but whn going out to the big big world, to be urself, is not tat easy.. or mb being myself wil only be a loser in the real world.. i wonder wat make me strong.. how to..

going to hav another work tmr, y m i so hardworking ya.. i dun wan to be "rice worm" anymore.. i hope to earn living myself.. as much as possible at least..

suppose to get rest today at home, but end up having not..
went to make payment of the air ticket.. n yea~ im getting nearer n nearer to my dream.. i feel so excited but seen unprepared.. ok, step by step, i know, stil hav time rite, hey it's middle of apr pls, wake up!! i stil hav external paper to clear.. well another no progres... 

okok, back to here, went for movie "When in Rome"..

funny.. n some romantic..
yeah.. i wil hav the chance to go there soon.. unbelievable.. but believe it!! start to imagine the scene when i am in rome~~~~~ omg !! city of love and full of romantic,rite? hmm...im pretty looking for it..

nearly forget, the mainn charac, Josh Duhamel is charming.. tall and man.. waoo~~ i rmb i saw him b4 in movie but forgot which.. he must be very famous rite? i dun hav ability to recognize and rmb ppl well..lolx..




after tat, korean food with frens.. yo, long time no go out with frens.. seen like losing life since graduate.. life is dull.. wil it be more cham whn work.. so now thinking whether to choose life, work o money? hmm....

global warming is getting serious and serious.. the world is so sick, man.. so "change urself, change the world", save energy, water, and say no to plastic. even heard tat 2012 is possible? walao, dun le, i stil young, i hav lots n lots of things no yet done.. but wat if it's real.. hmm... dun wan la.. pls... yup got lots of weird thinking and thought nowadays.. and even dreaming.. m i too free? lolxx..

time to sleep,prepare to wc a busy and wonderful week.. work, and fren's gathering (yes!! i miss u all so much~~) and mum's visit to kl and sure revision class.. all in the same week, we hav to giv up one thing for another.. so u know which to choose la rite.. lolz...

P/s: it's time to change my layout of blog too.. ok, add to waiting list 1st.. lots to be done..

goodnight world.. and i alw love u~~