我就是没办法静心对待。。
只可以说我看不透,修养不好,eq不好,怎样怎样
Whatever
我就是pek cek !!!!!
LIVE every moment LAUGH every day ♥ LOVE beyond words
Visited my aunty.. illness makes her hair fallen, voice changed, bcome slim and lying on beds most of the time for months.. she says everyone asks her to rest to eat to sleep.. she can't do the things she wanted.. so unused.. keep looking at the clock..
She says I hav grown up, does she thk of the baby me sleeping with her whn my mum is outstation for training, the fatty me spending weekend n sc holidays at grandmum's house, the teenage me who works with her at flower shop..
Her changes which I am not familiar with, her hair her face and her voice.. but she is still positive to face the illness.. she thanks me for coming.. I dunno wat to say, I just hope that I could give her some strength to fight.. to be stronger..
I hav to be stronger too...
Counting down new year is nt important to me.. heading a great new year is more important....
2012 is nt a really a good year but is nt a bad year through..either too much or nthg much to record.. blessed that all my loves r with me.. a good or bad one we survive.. unfulfill may be brought forward but nt regret.. the one who left will always in memories... missing you
make a wish and go to sleep. . Once I wake up tmr, a brand new starting is thr waiting for me.. jia you..
Good night world. . Goodbye 2012
突然间,心情像世界末日。。
我像没有灵魂的丧尸。。
好想马上回家。。然后一直待在家。。一直
那么妈妈也不用一个人啦。。
可不可以任性。可不可以随心所欲 。。
什么都不想做,觉得一切都无所谓了,
完全处于防空状态,连老板说什么都没听去,连哦的力气都没有。。说了还是错。。幸好她今天心情不错,不然早都挨骂。。感恩啦
幸好现实很快敲醒了我。。世界真的不会因为我而改变。。也许有些人可以改变世界但不是我。。现在放肆的随心所欲。。后果还是自己承担。。
ps: 我又想你了。。对不起,我不该拿你当藉口,任性地放纵自己的情绪。。
冬至快乐
Do u believe 21.12.12 is the end of the world? Or like some says it will dark for 3 days continously. . Hmm nv thk much until I saw some news in newspaper.. company give 2 days end-of-world holidays to let ee to acc their family, some buy boxes or more candles to spare for the 3 days in night.. omg !!
At first, I feel funny. Then I start thinking what if the world is really ending and im not beside of my family? What is there will be dark for 3 days and got no electricity and candles, how I going to live? I were talking about these funny thoughts with baby, she says to fully charge ur electronic devices and got enough water is most important. . Lol.. will u feel we r crazy if u see us talking this in mrt?? Lol..
Anyway, I doesnt want it to end yet as I still got lot more to do here. . Fighting.
P/s: company christmas party today.. candyland .. weekend is here.. yeah yeah..