Hellooooooooooooooooooooo

hello~~ im back agn...

quiet long since my last post? finally i got internet connection at new place. (2 weeks dy? lolz) 

settled down here? half gua. stil missing wat i use to hav. but tis is not bad thing to venture out. 

everytime after u depress and struggle,then adapitng, new experience gaining, on and off.. 

it (is) colours (ing) my life :)

about my job, i could only say i still need some commitment, i cant bear to OT so long everyday.. we need some balance on life rite? but y they can tahan? ok, another thing to learn.
so many brain energy needed whn wroking.. im learning to be awake !!! no more blur-ing and careless. no more day dreaming mode, mb reduce? 

hmm... i feel tat i seldom record my life now, one bcos of the routine of weekdays.. the other, i dunno..so long time nv take photo.. dunno y too.. mb need some motivation, a new camera? lolz.

trying hard wat did i do here others than daily routine,

IT show, much more bigger and crowded than wat we had in msia. c tis notice once i got thr, til i leave.. non-stop crowd.. diff frm kl, every family with one 40" LCD Tv, i wonder is it tat cheap? even signing for singtel, hav to wait 2 hours?!! tat's y we were thr tat long.. 

Food Expo, well, i go bcos i feel so new, do we hav tis kind of fair at msia? no matter, i nv been such fair. so many stalls selling diff kind of foodssssss, but my tummy cant hav them all.. 

tis is yummy !!! i miss it so much, i dunno whr to find tis at sg :(

 so as tis, yum !!! 

only 2 photos taken. the fair satisfied me. as all the cafe n food court at sg selling the same things, makan every whr oso the same. mb i should start searching ways to find special food and restaurant, jus like wat we alw do at kl~~

oh ya, im listing down all the activities to do and things to eat whn nxt trip back to kl, which is 3 weeks later,
opps, jus realise tat i dun hav so much time thr!!

one thing which surprise me recently, my cousin going to is married. quite worry about her, but anyway, i jus wish her happy, support her alw ^^ may all the happiness around her ~~an engagement party bring most the big family members tgt, good moment with them ^^ long time nv feel such lively in our big family, i cant wait all the wedding coming ahead, anyone?  i didnt take any photo myself, realise the importance of photo memory.

P/s: i can survive anyway :)

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arghhhhhh

I cant be on my own. I cant be in the crowd too.
So whr can i be? in my world? u lame wey~!

Arghh~~!!!
feel like shouting, whr nobody can shout with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!
no use to it. but i hav to, the road taken...
i can only shout in my heart, hope it wont alert my tears.

everything is fine but me.

P/s: I wan to be STRONG !!!!

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38 women day ~~

happy 38 women day, aka International Women Day? i c my fren post so on fb. heard my senior says tat at China, women are given half day leave today, y not sg? lolz.. 

went for team lunch today at Jack's Place, as celebration of women day and welcome of shuyi(me) in the team ^^ actually quite paiseh, cos eating with manager n supervisor and seniors, who i seldom talk too. starter- garlic bread & carrot soup, main course- grilled fish, dessert- mango pudding & one scoop of ice-cream. there are to much for me. but my manager says, dun waste food, n every1 finished all, so i try my best to eat all too. wat a full n satisfied lunch.. thanks boss for the lunch ^^

found tis at Cold Storage.. i miss it so much !!! S$5 which is offer price, normally cost about S$9-10 for tis 6pack package, so expensive!!! i forget how much i buy at UK, feel it is so expensive to hav here :(

looking at calender, finding public holidays to plan something for myself. 

p.s: too bad no public holidays in March n Thurs. Arghhhh~~~

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working life~

Arghhh~~ working days r tired~~~ 

u hav to wake up early in the morning, walk to mrt, take train, walk to office~~

sit in front the computer, typing typing typing~~ face all the doc n files, filling filling filling.

exhausted after one day working, u stil hav take the same route back to home b4 u can rest.. 

so far job assign is so simple for me.

my colleagues r all ladies, they are friendly, but stil i got no much to talk to them.. 

i stil no yet in the culture, i jus hope i didnt bring much problems to them.. 

i stil new n no used to the working routine, i feel so tired... so tis going to be my life frm now on? 

hmm i must enjoy myself then~~~ 

going back home is now a tiring journey too, bus stand n custom is crowded with ppl.. sien... 

wat to mumble? every1 jus need to make a living, tis is only beginning.. 

one thing is nice, i no need to depend on my parents anymore, 

i can earn money myself to get the things i wan, planning how to use my money, kekeke...

my turn to giv them money in near future, 

tis is my motivation now, i must work hard fighting ~~

P/s: I CAN DO IT!!! 

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im going to hav a new life.. at a new place.. a completely unfamiliar city for me.. 

quite worry n kan jiong.. i hope i can handle it well...

keep telling myself,

 I CAN DO IT !!! everything will be fine !!! 

P/S: thr wont be a goodbye, as im still near to all.. Go go aza ~~~

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ALL i said is jus because Im scared.

I know it myself. even i dunno wat im scared for, i jus worry, fear, unease...

Believe everything goods at the front waiting for me... i will be there...


P/s: i need ur power.

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